Tonight I brought pictures of my siblings and I in to show Grandma. I had extras laying around the house that I decided she might enjoy. I’m not sure if she actually saw them or not but I went through each of them giving the background of when they were taken. Since she’s in the ICU she can’t see the younger kids. I’m sure she misses them all. I know I would if I were her.

People ask me…when do you think Grandma will be out of ICU or out of the hospital? To that I reply- I don’t know nor do I wanna think about it. The thought of Grandma being in the hospital any longer is hard to think about sometimes. Whenever I think about how long she’ll be here I want to cry. Yet I know that we are blessed to have her with us right now. I’m so thankful for that. It’s just so hard. I think all of us have our moments where we’re fine and then the next we aren’t. At least I know I do. I miss her so much and hope the vent can come out soon!